[This is another work by
Dadaji published in the Indian magazine Values in the 1970s. In a
letter to me, Dadaji stated that he was on his way to meet the Maharaja
of Mysore when he heard that he had died. So instead of proceeding
south, he diverted to Hubli on the Narmada. The Narmada is a great river
reverenced by all Nath sadhus. On arriving at Hubli, Dadaji was
acclaimed by thousands of the ordinary folk as the reincarnation of
their local saint Dadaji Dhooni-wala. The dhooni and its antiquity are
explained in the article. Dadaji Dhooni-wala had declared before his
death that he would re-appear as a white sadhu. So this strange and
wonderful episode came into being. A similar story to this appears in
the fascinating book, Experiences of a Truth Seeker, written by
Sadhu Shantinatha and published by the Gorakhnatha Temple in the late
1940s. Lokanath]
About forty to fifty years ago there were two great
saints and spiritual giants who completely dominated the Indian scene.
There were other figures who later became known as a result of latent
propaganda but were little known in their own lifetimes.
The two great figures of whom we speak saw a rise
which was spontaneous and not induced by publicity. They both stood
supreme as towering figures and were popular to a degree which none else
could approach.
As a warning to all, their very acceptance by the
Hindu community was a clear and indisputable indication that this was a
land beyond any fixed patterns. It forms such a contrast with the more
backward Western world where holy men of the Christian communities not
only appear as if they were all dressed by the same tailor, stamped out
by the same machine in a factory, but even speak like echoes coming from
each other's throats.
In India the contrast is so pronounced and sadhus or
holy men, dress or undress to produce countless unique characters, that
it is rare to see a counterpart. They speak, behave and teach with such
differences and variety and present all and everything.
The unwary must be very selective if he wishes to
make a choice. Between the two spiritual giants who are presented here,
there was such a wide gulf and contrast that no outside observer could
possibly imagine that both belonged to the same religion. Nor would it
be supposed that devotees who sought the feet of one were equally happy
to seek the feet of the other.
One of these great figures was a saint who lived at
Hubli in Mysore State. Externally and internally he was as conventional
as convention could command. In dress and appearance, clean, tidy and
decorous, while his teachings conformed only to true orthodox Hinduism
of scriptural origin.
In this he was regarded as the greatest living
spokesman. He could quote vast lengths of scripture from memory, though
many of the deeper gems evaded him. Sometimes, when asked a question, he
would take half an hour to reply.
In this way he filled the time-gap between sunrise
and sunset. Disciples, many of them women, sat at his feet all day.
Beating disciples on the head with a stick was not part of his tactics
and he never imagined long speeches could be just as painful.
Talk, explanation, exposition and the Word of
Authority to silence opposition, lasted from morning to night.
This saint, erudite to the last degree, spoke many
Indian dialects and Sanskrit as if they were his mother tongue. Today
the saint and his name are forgotten.
North of Hubli and almost dead-centre of India, on
the bank of the great Narmada Ever, thirteen miles from Jabalpur, a very
different spiritual drama was being acted. Here lived a saint,
originally a sannyasin of the very conventional Dasnami Order, named
Keshwaranand, who renounced and managed to disentangle himself, even
from renunciation.
Once there was the delusion that I had Renounced the
world, as much as I could see; Now I have renounced renunciation, For
now I know I always have been free.
He lived naked as the day he was born, one with his
environment and in harmony with the Absolute. His original sadhu name
became almost forgotten and he became known as Dhuniwala Dadaji -- the
Patriarch who Kept the Dhuni.
The dhuni is the sacred fire of non-Vedic origin,
usually circular (yoni) in shape and tended by sadhus in their place of
residence. Generally it would be about ten to twelve inches in diameter
but Dhuniwala maintained one which was sufficiently large to consume a
blanket. The dhuni should not be confused with the Vedic agni-hotra of
the Brahmins. The agni-hotra is always a square, while the dhuni is
round. Whereas time is essential to the agni-hotra, and oil is
constantly added to keep the time alive, the fuel in the dhuni (either
wood or cow dung) only smoulders. A little smoke but no time.
Dhuni, in fact, comes from a Sanskrit word meaning
smoke. The agni-hotra was only lit for periods of rituals, ceremonies or
sacrifices and only by members of the Brahmin caste. Once lit, the dhuni
fire was left to smoulder and burn for extensive periods and could be
lit or tended by anyone.
The original dhuni lit by Dhuniwala at Kandwar has
never been extinguished since his death. Dhunis burned in India for
thousands of years before the Aryans came and to the non-Vedic or
Tantrik people were held as sacred, though they themselves did not
worship fire or have a fire deity.
Their dhunis were kept burning at all places sacred
to Shiva and his Goddess. Even today there are places in India where one
will find Bhasmagiris or Hills of Bhasma, vast mounds which analysis has
proved to be the pure ash of burnt wood.
Fires must have burned for hundreds and even
thousands of years to produce Bhasmagiris of such tremendous size. One
of them is seen only a stone's throw from the spot where grew the
Avadumbar Tree under which Shri Bhagavan Dattatreya attained his
enlightenment; something like the story of the Buddha but one which took
place about two thousand years earlier.
This sacred fire at Gangapur has long burned cold but
thousands of people still visit the spot to venerate Dattatreya and
carry away some sacred ashes. If the tradition of ashes is so ancient
and enduring there must ever be a place in our hearts for the man who
spent most of his lifetime making them.
Dhuniwala's world was not a world of love one
another. He held most people in contempt. Nobody loved him and he
returned no love. He was mostly feared and respected in the same way men
fear and respect God.
Sometimes his visitors became angry, as did a wealthy
merchant who made the difficult journey to present him with a costly
embroidered shawl in which he hoped Dadaji would sleep. Instead, Dadaji
took the shawl and threw it into the fire. The man grew angry at such
wanton waste and expressed his feelings. Dadaji took a handful of ashes
from the fire and handed them to the man, saying "Here, take your shawl
back.'
Dhuniwala neither preached, quoted or betrayed any
hint that he had ever read any scriptures. He only tried to teach the
simple truth that all men and women were flee and immortal if they could
overcome their ignorance and delusions, for this was the bondage which
kept them from liberation. His life demonstrated, though not always by
"respectable" standards, that the mind and body had to be free of its
conditioning and concepts before there could be true moksha.
Yet, it was not wisdom which made Dhuniwala popular.
Wisdom seldom has a great following and wisdom alone generally left a
saint unwanted by the world. Though never sought by him, he secured a
widespread reputation for good luck, the delusion which wears many
disguises and manifests itself on the weirdest levels. Though he himself
did not perform miracles, his Ashirwad or blessings could cause miracles
to occur.
Thus people came to him to secure his grace which
would give them success at law, prop up a tottering business, bring
harmony into a discordant marriage and to line with gold those empty
pockets which are only filled with space. People did not tell him their
troubles or express their hopes. Dhuniwala was not interested in either.
Once having his blessing the rest was automatic. In a country which has
always been overcrowded with people, there have always been the numerous
couples desiring offspring and male progeny in families over-cluttered
with females. People would go to Dadaji, secure permission, and perform
the lingam puja (worship).
This custom, as old as the hills and still far from
extinct, requires the couple to wash the saint's penis with water, milk,
curds, honey, sugar, etc., as well as the anointing with other sacred
substances such as kum kum, sandalwood, sindu and other powders
generally used in worship. The act is also accompanied with burning
lights and incense as well as appropriate prayers and scriptural texts.
The custom still seems to be confined to naked saints. In the mysterious
ways of the Absolute most couples have their wish fulfilled. Modesty and
shame had no place with Dadaji.
A Sadhu, who had not yet found his guru, had wandered
extensively in India to find one. The young man had very fixed ideas of
what his guru must look like and the pattern to which he would need to
conform. When he did find his guru -- Dadaji -- all these concepts
crumbled to the dust. Dadaji was the opposite to all the ideas and
ideals which had formed in his mind.
When he arrived at Dadaji's riverside tree, he saw
him like a new modern Diogenes of Sinope, masturbating in the presence
of several people. At first shocked, even disgusted, something compelled
him to remain. He became one of Dadaji's three naked sadhu disciples.
Dhuniwala had thousands of disciples and devotees but only three went so
far as to follow his 'way of life.
The first of these was a unique character who defied
all conventions in more ways than one. Born in the Muslim caste, where
nudity was so distasteful, he ran away at an early age and travelled
among the Hindu places of pilgrimage. When he stumbled upon the sacred
but insane residence of Dhuniwala, he knew he had found his master. He
threw the clothes he had been wearing into the dhuni and served the guru
as his first naked disciple.
Nobody ever knew or learned his real name and
probably he was never asked. With the typical spontaneity of Indian life
people began to call him Chhota Dadaji, or Little Dadaji, and this
became the only name by which he was ever known. Though above normal
height, he looked like a naked boy who had never grown up and he himself
seemed to enjoy the blissful happiness of childhood.
Some doctors visiting the scene suggested that Chhota
was in fact an example of one of those people where the gonads do not
descend at puberty and never develop into full manhood. Though nature
had been liberal to Dadaji, Chhota never outgrew the mini-sized lingam
of boyhood. A waggish yogi composed a verse to express this, which ran:
Dadaji's lingam often rises; God endowed the best of
sizes; A lingam never seen erect, But Dadaji's takes all the prizes!
Chhota was neither fool nor idiot in his basic
make-up. When once asked if he did not feel ashamed of appearing naked
in the presence of so many women, he replied, "If I did that it would be
that I were ashamed of God and what he had seen fit to create." Is this
not a record of many contrasts? Dadaji was the greatest. He was as
different from his contemporary at Hubli as a tiger is different from a
jackal. As the Hubli saint grew rich, Dhuniwala grew poorer. One lived
in a nice ashram but Dadaji had only a tree. One sought fame and the
other obscurity. One was polite and warmly welcomed visitors, while
Dadaji insulted them or struck them with a stick. While ~ were being
piled up at Hubli, like treasure, Dhuniwala was throwing them in the
fire. When the Hubli throng sprang to life at the visit of some VIP,
Dhuniwala would fall asleep.
Another disciple had toured India and visited Hubli.
In the ashram he had sat and listened to a wonderful lecture on
"Celibacy." When he returned to the Narmada location he saw Dhuniwala
playing with his penis while another naked sadhu was rubbing his feet
and legs. Once he had secured Dadaji's attention he told him about the
lecture and the subject. "What was it called?" asked Dadaji. "Celibacy,"
was the reply. Dadaji smiled and suggested, "Probably some new medicine,
but we don't have any here."
Dhuniwala's place near Jabalpur was not easy to
reach. Dadaji lived there for that very reason. There were difficulties
in building a residence as the Narmada enjoys a human sacrifice or two
when she is in spate and the land was not available for purchase anyway
As a compromise, the wealthier disciples purchased a piece of land at
Kandwar which was also a convenient rail junction. Premises were built
and a huge dhuni was constructed.
Dhuniwala might change his residence but he would not
change his customs. In some mysterious way he was induced to move to the
new quarters, but although he took up residence there he always longed
for the simple riverside retreat. But the signs of old age were
approaching and Dadaji settled down to silently endure. His Mahasamadhi
(tomb) and those of his three naked disciples are all at Kandwar and are
still visited by thousands of devotees who still seek his spiritual
grace and the material gold it might bring. Although there is no longer
the lingam available for worship, huge painted banners show Dhuniwala in
all his naked glory and tell their own story of great things that were.
Where freedom freely flew, trustees now tread, and
the naked flame has been replaced by a well- dressed management. The new
masters have made a rule and prohibit naked sadhus from entering the
ashram. A good business cannot tolerate any possible competition. There
is also the danger that a naked sadhu might be invited to live there to
continue the old tradition and the rule of the trustees might end.
Dhuniwala maintained his independence to the very
last. Having kept away from doctors he enjoyed good health, but when the
last moments came and death was obviously so near, the disciples wanted
to bring a doctor. But Dadaji only responded "Don't bother him. I can
die without his help," and he did.
Most dropouts are considered as being non-productive.
Dhuniwala was different and he spent most of his life producing ashes,
not only from the material things which most people treasure, but even
the very ideas and delusions which they cherished.